All Messed Up (again!:(

Hey Girls, Hope all is well with you! Have you ever just felt that you just can't get it together? Well I go through "spirts" that just throw me off! The last couple of weeks I have been going through a lot of "stuff", I have been having some health issues that just caught up with me, and have not been feeling well at all, went to my Dr. last week and of course all the blood work he did came back "not so good!".So again I have to get back on track; my blood sugar, my cholesterol, my triglycerides, and I requested a vitamin D level, and of course that came back as doc put it "extremely low". I received this letter from him last Friday, called his office Monday morning, talked to nurse, she got back with me and told me that Doc said to double up on all meds!! I just feel like I am a total mess!! Not that I have not been taking my meds to start with,(but I will be doing really good, and then want to slack off!) and whoa!! I get into trouble again! and I get so angry with myself, when I find it where it is now!! So this week I have having to start full force and really Work! on this Health Stuff! I have just got to get to feeling better, all I know is to ask God for His Help!! and forgiveness because "I messed it up"!(did you get it,"I" did it!),and you know where that gets us; IN TROUBLE!!. That was hard for me to admit, but I know that I cannot do anything with out Christ! and that includes taking care of my body!! But by HIS GRACE! I know that he will help me again to get this under control if I am willing to do my part! So for today I will start afresh and get to work on all this "stuff", because I know that God is a God of "Healing" when "I" am willing to do my part and be obedient in taking care of me! Please Pray for Me as I seek to get back on track!! Thanks!!:)

For today: Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed "day by day". 2 Cor.4:16(NIV).

(I love how "The Message" says this scripture), So we are not giving up, How could we! Even tho on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without His Unfolding Grace.